In need of some serious advice!

Nicole
So I've known this kid for over a year and we had a thing all summer, we weren't dating but we were definitely more than friends. He lives hours away from me and went back home for the school year and I'm heartbroken. We talk and he says he wants to be with me then he doesn't and I just don't know what to do. We were gonna lose our virginity to each other but he just confessed to me that when we got into a big fight a couple months back he had sex with a girl back home... I'm trying to listen to my heart but I just don't know what is the most appropriate decision that's gonna help me... Someone please help...