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Ok so Im 14 years old and I really want to have sex😢 but everytime my bf starts to take my clothes off I tell him to stop and then i regret everything.
So bsclly i feel like im ready to have sex but then im afraid to do it and then regret bc once my mom caught us and called me a lot of names πŸ˜”πŸ˜”
What do i do? 😫😫
Ps:I know my english sucks srryΒ