Confused?! & needed to vent! :-)

Story of my last 2 cycles! Period on June 30th lasted 3 days and normal as usual! Ovulated July 15 (+ opk tests on 7/14) then the pg symptoms started! Extremely nauseous & vomiting for the following 2 weeks (16 day to be exact!) Light spotting (during implantation bleeding time frame) Tons of - hpt, 2 negative blood tests. Next "period" (use that term loosely!) Due July 28th, started lightly spotting a pinkish brown color that afternoon only used a liner. Next day same thing and for half the day following. Still had tons of pg symptoms: Nausea, vomiting, frequent potty breaks, extremely tired, sore bbs & nips, larger bbs, headaches, body aches, sensitivity to smells, food/smell sensitivity (love cinnamon normally can't stand it now) love gooey butter cookies now the thought of them makes me gag. Sorta gave up on the thought I was actually pg, chalked it up to my mind playing tricks on me. So next fw I tested & got definite + on August 9th. So thinking I o'd on 9/10. Wondering what are the chances I was actually pg & still am?! Or what are my chances getting pg this time? Bd 4x during fw! Fx for our rainbow baby this go around! :-)

Also went to primary (for blood tests!) Said they came back - & couldn't tell me why I qas having pg symptoms, made appointment with ob dr but couldn't get in until 8/19.