Little bit of a rant 5 weeks PP...

Just need somewhere to have a bit of a rant sorry... I'm 5 weeks PP after 2nd c-section and I feel like I'm a burden on everyone.

Still not 100% so haven't drove yet and i feel like I'm constantly having to either rely on others or be stuck in the house with my newborn and my nearly 4 year old who has lots of energy to burn. My husband works evenings/nights so I'm pretty much on my own all day then up doing night feeds in the night as he needs his sleep. Then on a weekend when I suggest going somewhere and doing something he doesn't particularly want to as he wants to relax while not at work or I feel like he does it but only because he has to. I love my husband and he is a good dad but sometimes it frustrates me.. probably just my hormones still all over the place but that on top of feeling like a rubbish wife and mom gets to me sometimes. Xx