I've been TTC for 16 months. I finally got numb to the monthly disappointments and learned how to carry on with my life and not let it get to me every time my period came. But the last few weeks it's started eating at me. I see all my friends having their 2nd and 3rd kids, and I can't even conceive my 1st. I'm young(23), I've been working my ass off to be healthy, I take my prenatals every single day, and I only drink once in a while. I am in a faithful long term relationship with a man I will be marrying in October. I just don't understand. Is anyone else struggling that can tell me what they do to distract themselves? I need fresh ideas. Or a pep talk. Something.