Abusive relationship

Dafne • Hey! I'm from Rome, Italy. I love gardening and succulents :) add me on Instagram! @dfnslvtr ❤️❤️❤️
Last year I finally got out of an violently abusive relationship, And prior to that into ever had problem dating or falling in love. 
I know find myself, not only not interested in dating but my sex drive is almost disappeared and it seems impossible to fall in love again. 
I've also grown to dislike men a lot and recently all the ones that hit on me are in serious relationships!!! What do you girls suggest?? Thank you, I'm on my period and weirdly annoyed at everything and some love would really help ❤️