Manly jucies! Tmi for sexual content!

Ok long story short, my hubby and i have been together 7 years and alot happen! when we got together we were both very into trying new things during sex! Well i got raped (had a long distance relationship 3 years) and since i cant stand anything new, nothing to do with bjs, and nothing to do with him cuming on my body! Inside me is it!! We have been like this for 3 years....

Well last night we stayed up talking about how we both really missed it and idk y it changed so much!!! He is very understanding but i want to reach out for help! Im not ready to talk to anyone about the story in person! So i was hoping someone here could help!

To keep this private i will not b replying to comments but will b updating post if needed! Thank u everyone!