Well a few weeks back I posted about my 6 year marriage ending because of my cheating husband. After 6 years and 2 kids down the road, he decided to cheat on me with an Asian massage therapist. What hurts the most is that people don't realize what they lose until after its gone. 

This has been one of the most difficult battles I've had to face and I'm not sure where I'm getting all the strength from. I have a 2 beautiful sons 4 1/2 year old and a 3 month old. I pray every night that God gives me the strength to forget and forgive but never take my husband back. 

I want to thank you all for the beautiful messages. You are all my strength in some way. I read every single message when I felt like crying and when I felt I didn't have the strength. You all made me stronger. It's not easy to end a 6 year marriage but it sure was easy for him to cheat on his FAMILY! Unfortunately it's too late to give him another chance and a lot has been damaged. A lot of women fear leaving because of their kids, finances, what people will say, and even because of love. Yes, all this did come across my head before making this decision but I realized that because I Love him it was best I let him go. I gave him the opportunity to confess and he took it forgrantted. Now all I pray for is more strength. My 3 month old begins daycare on the 22nd and I start work on that day too. I have to work my butt off for rent, daycare, food, and my children's happiness. If I can do it so can you! Ladies going through a similar situation, my advise is to always give a second chance. If you don't give him or her an opportunity you will leave asking yourself the what if question. There is no wrong or right decision. This is a battle you have to face. For all those women wishing they have the strength I have to leave, I tell you the same, I wish I had the strength to stay. We all fight our battles and know what's best. In the end God knows why he gives us these battles. Please continue to pray for my family including the husband who did me wrong. I only wish he can find someone half as beautiful, strong, nice, caring, and loving as me!!  LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU ALL!!