I lost my virginity to my first love. We would make love at least once a week, and it was exactly that - making love. It was amazing. Even though I never orgasmed from it, laying with him made me so happy. We were so deeply in love. We were together for two years. It's since been about nine months since he left me for someone else. I think I'm pretty much over him, but I have a problem with orgasms now. It's improved significantly, but it still happens. Sometimes after I orgasm I start sobbing uncontrollably. Instead of calming my nerves, it makes me want to curl in a ball and cry. I don't know what to do. Is this normal?