Try baby no2

Charlotte
So before having my little girl, we had 2 miscarriages. We were both traumatised and it almost broke is. Then our miracle happened. We are so lucky and I feel that every day. 
So we've finally agreed to start for baby no.2 (little girl is 19 months) and now I'm going in to 'agh I'm don't know if I can do that again' mode. I really really want another child but I'm still traumatised from the last time round! Any body else feel like this?!