TMI Masturbation

Okay so tell me if this is weird....now and then I like to masturbate....okay quite often. My thing is though I am straight but I watch lesbian porn to masturbate like almost always.....I like the dominance they do and also if I watch straight porn when the girl is "experienced" and can fit like a fist in her vag and the hole stays that size without the fist it grosses me out verses lesbian porn where they usually don't put things inside holes so it's the vag you know looks normal......is that weird?