Virgin to everything helppp

I'm 17, I have good friends, I'm a senior in high school. Everyone I know has had sex except me. As far as I know nobody knows I'm a virgin except my close friends because it's just so normal.
Or at least people think I've done other things.
Anyways I haven't and I want to, but I'm scared. I don't know why, I don't know why it makes me so nervous especially when everybody I know has done it. I know I could if I wanted whenever I wanted (teenage guys have made it pretty clear they'll bang anything in sight)
I used to talk to this guy who's in college and I'm guessing he ended things with me because I wouldn't do things for him other girls would, and I swear I was going to it was only like 3 or 4 months but I was going to and poof he was gone. So now I'm back in square one. Uncomfortable.
Well now I'm talking to this new guy and I really don't want that to happen again, I think my fear is doing it wrong or being bad at it.

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