smoking weed while breastfeeding?

Okay okay I know what people are thinking. And I'm not smoking this is why I'm asking. I don't wanna hear the whole your stupid bad mom thing, if it's not your life who fricken cares. I'm wondering if any moms DID smoke while breastfeeding. I did smoke during my pregnancy but quit my 3rd trimester. I had very bad sickness all day to the point where I could not even eat at all. I smoked a one hitter a few times a day and it was the only way I wasn't puking all day and could actually eat. Like o said, I did quit once my sickness stopped. I've always used marijuana for medical purposes, I don't see it as a "drug" that gets you stoned out of your mind-whatever. I see it as a medication grown from the ground that helps my depression and anxiety. Lately I've been wanting to smoke. Think I'm bad if you want, whatever. I haven't smoked because I don't know how it would effect my breastfed baby. I'm sure some woman must have had to smoked while they were breastfeeding so I'm wondering their take on it. Is it safe? Would my baby get "high"? What's your guys thoughts? Again I'm not smoking weed and I haven't in months, I'm just curious here.