Where are my 🌈 mommies? UPDATE

Kati
UPDATE: My worst fear has come true. I lost my sweet baby for the second time. Thank you all for the kind comments. Praying that you all have sticky babies. ❤️🌈
Hey ladies. Just found out I'm pregnant again (4 weeks tomorrow) after having a MC in March. And I'm am scared out of my mind. Every twitch, cramp, pain, discharge etc. freaks me out and makes me worry about baby. I feel like I can't even let myself get excited/happy about this baby because my last pregnancy ended so badly.
W/ my MC, there was no bleeding, no signs of a problem until I went in for a second ultrasound and there was no heartbeat.
I know that this is a new pregnancy, a new baby, and a new story, but it's so hard to put the past behind me and focus on this new future. Does anyone else feeling the same way?