My bf is ugly but I never noticed?

So me and boyfriend have been dating for around four years and I've never noticed before but he's pretty ugly. Every time I look at him I think he's the adorable human I've ever seen, but then one day I was bored and was just studying him and noticed it. I guess I see what my friends mean when they say that he's ugly but... I don't see it😂 when he looked at me he was cute again lol can anyone else relate?