I always forget to log out of my email when I use our computer so when we use Google to search something it saves it to my activity well I came home from working 11 hours and I'm on my phone and I bring up my Google Now to see what new cards showed up for the day and see lobster tube at the top of my recently searched list so not knowing what it is I click it to see and it's porn and I don't watch porn so I'm thinking wth. I open up my activity in my settings and I'm looking to see when it was searched and come to find out that for the last 6 months maybe more that just wasn't done under my account that my new husband has been watching porn while I'm at work. I now feel like I am not good enough. I can't give him whatever it was that turned him on in those videos. I'm not a porn star , I don't have big boob's and flawless skin. And I can't deep throat and swallow his cum because it makes me almost throw up. I feel like I don't please him well. I don't even feel attractive to him anymore... I confronted him and there was a lot of crying on my side and apologizing on his. He says not to let it make me think he isn't attracted to me or that he doesn't think I'm beautiful but what did he expect?