So, I haven't spoken to my ex since he decided to go ghost. We were in a full relationship until his second reaction to our pregnancy. At first he was very loving and reassuring and then a week later he wanted me to have an abortion. Things have gotten so confusing; especially since he stopped communicating with me all together. This is a photo from my 9 week check up. Today marks 13 weeks and I'm really excited about my little blessings but it's super hard to stay comforted with just the support from my family & friends. Don't get me wrong, my family is beyond amazing and loves me and the twins so much already at 13 weeks. But the constant reminder of all of the happy families surrounding me, with mommy and daddy present is such a heartbreaker. I just wish o could cope in some type of way without feeling as if I just need a partner to get through this pregnancy.