RIP Gaston

My ten weeks old kitten Gaston passed away on Saturday 20/08/2016 and I know he wasn't a human baby but that doesn't make him any less of my baby boy. I didn't have him for a long time but he has absolutely changed my life and now without him I just feel like a mess. I can't stop thinking about his little breathless body just lying at the top of the stairs. Everybody keeps saying to me just get a new cat and you'll be fine but I can't. I can't just replace him like that. He had lived a short but happy life. I don't even know if this belongs here but I am just trying to find somebody who understands my pain and won't be telling me to just get a new cat. His water and food is still waiting for him in his bowl. RIP Gaston.