Read bc I need help

So recently I just got out of a relationship bc the guy I was dating started college , I think his friends convinced him to break up with me bc he wasnt going to have fun if he was with me or he thought I would cheat on him he really didn't tell me . He is a really jealous guy . Well we came to an agreement to break up . He asked  for closure I didn't reply bc I was really sad I loved this guy so much 😭💔 I'm not known for crying a lot and I've just been balling all the time I'm constantly thinking of him is there an easier way of getting over someone? Like I need to be distracted but don't know how 😔 I know this is stupid 😭 this is the most bs I've ever read tbh too