C sections

My son is 14 months and i just found out that i am pregnant. I had a c section with my son and im scared to have another one. They had to put me to sleep because i was freaking out so bad. My worst fear was and is surgery or dying during surgery. But my question is, is there any women on here that has had more than one c section? What was it like? Was it more painful than the first time? Where did they cut the second incision? Or were you able to do a vbac? I'm just worried that i got pregnant too soon after a c section

Thank you for reading any responses would be great