So as I've posted before I have endometriosis, and yesterday I came on againnn!! It's so painful and I'm finding it hard to even move. I really hate this disease, I'm having another operation in 11 days. I just hope it helps because I really cannot keep going through this. I lost my job, and I'm due to start uni again soon, it's so hard to cope when your in constant pain. I feel like no one gets it. All I want to do is cry. I barely leave the house these days and it's all getting too much. I just want to not be in pain. I'm 21 years old yet I feel like my body is about 100. I just can't keep doing this. I'm sorry for ranting but I have to get it out. I hate endometriosis, I really f*cking do! 😢