Can you hold amniotic fluid in like urine?

Amber
I'm unsure if I'm leaking amniotic fluid or if it's just urine. FTM 39 weeks 3-4 days. I know a leak a little urine sometimes.. but it doesn't have any smell or yellow color. I will have an intense sensation of needing to urinate, and be able to hold it in (even 5 minutes after going) and even release it as if I'm urinating, but can I do that with amniotic fluid if I were leaking? because I can usually control my stream I guess as I release to go, but this time I couldn't and it came gushing out. I was trying to hold the tp there so I could examine the color and odor, but it went all over my hand and toilet seat! No leaking unless I'm on the toilet with the feeling I need to pee... and I don't think I should be able to hold it in and release like urine if it is amniotic fluid... anyone know?!