Disgusted 😓

So today I caught my husband jerking his man parts to live anal play.. I know it is normal for a man to want to get his rocks off alone sometime but paying to watch another woman live makes me sick to my stomach. I feel like I have been cheated on. I can't even look my SO in the face let alone think about having any relations with him.. 😭😭 am I over reacting.. What do you ladies think about the situation. I couldn't even sleep next to him. I'm currently 7 months pregnant and sleeping on our couch 😫