I was in a very serious relationship over the last year... I fell in love with him or so I thought... I found out he lied about everything in our relationship... from his past of being in the military (he never was) to him being faithful... I was heartbroken when he dumped me but I was angry when he married another woman 2 weeks later who was pregnant with his child...

After recovering from that heartbreak I went to the lovely world of online dating but per my family's request I tried a Christian dating site... I found it funny to put a profile on there becauae yes I am a Christian but I have tattoos and say bad words so I'm not going to be the "good Christian girl" most of the guys on there are looking for...

After a week or so I didn't have any luck... I was about to give up when I finally got a message from someone... he lives an hour away but honestly blew my mind... in the last month of dating him I've fallen in love... (Yes very fast)... he has swept me off my feet... but now here is the struggle...

I have fallen for this man and want to give him my everything but I'm afraid to trust again... being able to go to bed with him and be able to have sex kinda frightens me...

I know I sound half crazy but I just need someone's thoughts... please!