Miscarriage but having 2nd thoughts about TTC again?

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Anyone else here miscarried and are now having second thoughts about when they want to be pregnant again?
Initially I had wanted to try again ASAP once I stopped bleeding so I could still have my January 2017 baby. Then I changed my mind because I didn't want to steal that January month from my little angel I loss.
I'm thinking about a fall or winter baby since I love the season and wouldn't want my baby born in the summer or spring. I feel like fall and winter are more special. So that means I would have to wait until late January to March time frame to get a baby born between October and December.
I don't know. Maybe I'm just going crazy?!