anyone else?

Amanda • married. have one baby girl.
Anyone else????? 
Ugh It's so frustrating. I try and try so hard to be spontaneous about going about it and all he does is say it's awkward and he doesn't want to. We make out like once a month and every time I try to talk to him about it he says he only likes to do it as surprise or spontaneous so it doesn't get boring but I alway says it doesn't get boring to me. I love to do it. He keeps saying the same thing over and over again when I try to talk to him about it. He's my husband. Why wouldn't he want to make out with me. We only do it during sex once a month its frustrating. Some times I just want to make out. Ugh