Feeling blue 😞😞

I felt I was at my breaking point today. High school dating is completely asinine, and teenage boys are the worst. I'm not a bad person.

I hate that he called me an "evil bitch" in front of all of my friends and now he won't let me talk or even be civil.

I hate that when we had sex he ripped me open and I bled so much and was in so much pain.

I hate that I did so much for him, but he judges me solely on things I shouldn't have said.

I hate that my period didn't come after we broke up and my options kept screaming at me from their prison in my skull.

I'm doing everything like a robot now even though everything aches and I just want to be listened to instead of the one doing all the listening.

I am so sad.