Rant.....

So I kinda have to express my feelings and I honestly don't know who else to go to right now. I and currently 17 weeks almost 18 weeks pregnant and I'm not working at the moment. I feel bad cause my man is and I'm not. I look for jobs, but where I live there is only restaurant and housekeeping jobs.... I REALLY don't wanna do that... I feel like he and everyone looks at me as lazy.. But I'm not. I clean the house, I make sure our bills are all paid on time, etc. 
Ugh 😢 are any other mommas not working right now and feel the same ?