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I seriously lost myself in love this time and it's bad... I really am stuck like heartbroke and just stuck by this person and idk why I've only been like this with one other person and that was thought to seriously get over but now that I'm older it's way stronger and I just really don't know what to do I feel depressed all the time and everything On top of that my SO is giving me reasons to have the worst anxiety and trust issues