So tonight, My fiancé and I decided to just be friends... After being together for almost 3 years. Him being my first boyfriend.. This is beyond hard! After being away from him all day, I'm just now crying at 2AM. I just don't understand,.. Maybe because I can't sleep alone? I don't know. I know I can get through this... With the great man upstairs guiding me through this. Getting my life together is probably the best decision I'm making, it's just so hard 😢 If anyone has any advice on an easier way to get through this please share!!!