So I just got a call today from my husbands commanding officer (army). He informed me that my husband is probably not going to make it home to see our babies birth. Which sucks all on its own, I have to do this by myself.. Then on top of that. My doctor tells me that she's leaving for a vacation the day after my due date so she hopes I don't go late because she won't be able to deliver my baby if I do.. FULL OF GREAT NEWS TODAY. I literally just want to sit here and cry. Nothing is going as planned and it's making me anxious and upset.