Coping with not seeing my hub?
We both currently work hotels and our schedules are beyond insane, occasionally we get a day together but it's very rare and one of us will be extremely exhausted because of our turn around shifts..
Usually we get about 10-20 mins every few days because we haven't bought a house yet.
I reallllyyyyyy miss him!!!!!! This is ridiculously insanely hard and I'm not sure I'm the girl to handle this!
I've opened my own Plexus company, which is taking off amazingly for us... But we're still about 2 years away from me being able to quit and work for myself..
I have a boatload of anxiety, and I have incredibly serious insomnia from serious PTSD.. Without him I'm living my life on nyquil, with him all I have to do is lay down let him hold me and I'm out like a light..
So that alone makes it 10000x's harder.
I know there's women who go months without seeing their man, and my heart goes out to you.
This is just my situation and I hate to say I'm codependent, I've always been 100% all me. I'm still healing from some rough situations and until I'm 100% stable with ptsd and my anxiety I am codependent feeling right now.
God is my all, and I know he's testing me..
But I miss my husband.
Hellllp meee
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