So I'm 15 and last night my boyfriend broke up with me (for the second time) I know that we're 'young' and everything but please read this...

Everything was going perfect and then he broke up with me the first time because he needs to focus on his exams and that he's not right for me etc etc and then the next day he asked me back out. Me being stupid I accepted.

The other night we had an argument and I said I could become an actor and he said I doubt it and that really hurt because he never listened and always doubted me... I spoke to him about this and I used the term 'ruining my dreams' and he was like I'm gonna sound like a massive cunt but I don't see us having a future... so I guess you can understand how I felt. I have depression and anxiety so this was playing around on my mind for 3/4 days and last night I finally got the courage to talk to him about it and he said don't worry. I messaged him 10 minuets before midnight and I asked to call him and then after I asked him if he was just with me because he's too scared to leave me because of my depression and everything and he said that was half true and sometimes he doesn't want to be in a relationship... I called him again and he said he's no good for me I need to find myself someone better and everything like that but we would of been together for almost 9 months on the 1st of September... I miss him... last time he broke up with me he promised he wouldn't leave me again. He promised me wouldn't hurt me again. He promised he was gonna make more of an effort but he lied to me...

Thank you for reading till the end if you did... I'm not really sure what I want back but I just wanted to get it off of my chest...