First dr appt worries

So I live in a small town and the clinic here doesn't see preggo's for the first time until 12 weeks. I found out by home test at six weeks so it's been a long wait. Monday is my first appointment and I'm nervous and excited and worried all at the same time. Mainly worried because I found out last night the ultrasound technician is only in on Tues and Thurs...(small town). I start school on Tuesday so I can't just come right back for another appointment. So I'm really worried that I won't be able to see if everything is alright. This may sound bad but I just want to know it's alive and ok... Been having a hard time "accepting" that I'm pregnant because it didn't seem real, my brain seems to think it's just the never ending flu. Sorry long post, just worried 😟