Not sure how many other people struggle with this like I do but god damn I REALLY hate being single. I don't know why. I have my insecurities, as we all do, but for the most part I think I'm pretty confident in myself and who I am as a person?? But wowww do I reallyyyy hate being single. My last serious relationship ended a little over a year ago and to be 100% honest with y"all its not something I'm completely over yet. Struggling between hating him and still being in love with him and it's just a mess...anyway. Since then there's been numerous times where I've been V E R Y close to being in a relationship with someone, but there always ends up being an issue somewhere down the road. I don't know if it's me or just that I'm finding the wrong guys to mess with but it sucks either way. I'm not overly clingy, I'm not a mean-hearted person and I've never been told otherwise. I'm just really struggling to learn to be alone and I really don't know how to deal with it.