I can't help but get emotional right now, and I know it's going to get worse when I have the baby! But thinking about my rainbow babies today..

My first would of been 8

My second probably would of been born by now. I had a early miscarriage in February of this year.

And although I can't be more blessed with my rainbow baby all the emotions are hitting me. We wouldn't of had this blessing but its just a thought of like what if? Or what would it be like?

With my first.. I always wonder if he/she would of looked like the father. Then I wonder if she/he is with her father in heaven right now.

Damn 😩

I can't even imagine how overwhelming this is going to be when I'm delievering. I'm already a cry baby as it is lol. But I still can't wait! 94 days or less to go!!!