I need a cycle buddy to help me through this

Ttc month 8 after a mc in jan. Af is due 9/5. Due date would have been 9/11 and im so nervous im going to approach that date without a bfp. I honestly need some support, i need one person who understands, whoes been through what im going through! Its getting harder and harder every month and im just asking for a fellow female to help me get past this. We can encourage eachother!!! Af doesnt have to be near mine, i just need a girl going through what im going through.