So heres the deal. I'm in love with my ex as you have probably already seen and I want to tell him but I don't think I should. I more want to tell him that it scares me to get close to him and open up bc of how he threw me away two years ago(he just started talking to me again(also I tried to move on from him multiple times but it always fails and his friend told me last night that he hasn't talked to anyone or been with anyone since he dated me so(he broke up with me bc his parents killed themselves and he didn't want me to see him suffer)) . I think he's mad at me or I scared him away or something bc I asked him if he was talking to my best friend. Can someone shed some light for me please? I'm 16 btw.

Also sorry I made that very random.