Please help! I haven't had a period since June 18th. I refuse to take a test, I hate getting BFN! My boobs have grown two sizes, I'm extremely moody, I cry at the drop of a hat. My stomach is discending. I'm bloated I know what that feels like, I'm not crampy. I feel great other than this. I check everything every single month. My cervix is currently soft. I which case I know when I ovulated and don't. Right now it should be hard. I pee frenquently. I went to the doctor today, mind you I've peed 5 times prior to going to the doctor. So when it comes time to go I couldn't pee a normal amount to squeeze it out. I cold have spit a larger amount. Oh yeah and did forget to mention I have excess amount of saliva. I go into the room and Dr. comes in and he says well your test is negative. So I'm in complete shock holding back the tears. Can't say anything because of this. He said I'm gonna order blood work for everything other than pregnancy. Again don't say anything. Holding back the tears. We've been trying since November. I went to the same doctor last month and he said everything is good continue doing what I'm doing. I track everything, I know my body better than anyone. I take all my vitamins everyday! I don't drink alcohol. I don't understand why he didn't do a internal exam. I called another ob/gyno and the next appointment I could get is October 4th. I asked if they would do an exam she said they don't either. I read somewhere that some women don't produce enough HCG to actually pick up on HPT. Please help I need advise. I'm so lost right now. I have all the systems except throwing up!