8w&3d

My heart is so heavy , it hurts so bad . I lost my peanut today at 8w3d . Idk what to do , like it hurts so bad and I'm scared because the doctors says I can wait it out and see if there's a heartbeat in a few weeks but if not they'll have to scrap the baby out of me and I've completely shut down this was my first pregnancy ever and I want it so bad and I lost my baby 😢 my body is so weak I don't wanna eat or think about anything I'm jus so sas