I told my boyfriend- I cried to him and he cried too. 

We tried to weigh out the pros and cons to this baby. 

The cons- there are so many😞

I'm 20. My ideal way to have a baby is when I'm financially stable and can take care of it. My parents and family are gonna hate him. His parents and family are gonna hate me because he goes to nursing school and his parents took out so many loans so he can go and he'd have to dropout to help take care of the baby. I have this idea that people are gonna be proud when I have a baby but this time around they're not. My mom worked so hard to get me where I'm at and now I'm pregnant. I don't know where we'd live. I'd have to go to school and work even harder to support the baby and o just know I'm not ready for any of this. But my back hurts and I'm tired and my boobs are freaking huge and no I don't feel the kicks- I'm only 2 weeks but all these symptoms are telling me there is a baby inside me. I'm not eating for just me anymore, I'm eating for a second person. He said that if I want to keep it- we will raise it together and he won't make me do it alone but it's gonna be so hard... I just don't know what to do.