Emotionally overwhelmed

Jannett • Army veteran; Air Force wife; mommy of a beautiful little girl, and baby #2 on the way!
Ladies am I the only one not a ftm who is super anxious and scared to death of having their baby I will be having my second csection and I'm just overwhelmed with what could go wrong. I find myself crying daily. And I get offended so easy when I feel like my husband ignores me because he's working I know he doesn't but I just feel so needy I'm scared and I have so much on my plate right now my baby isn't growing at normal rate she's small I can't gain any weight and when I do I lose it the next day. I have a toddler which I feel I'm neglecting because I'm overwhelmed not feeling sick idk what to do.