Me and my husband are constantly arguing and fighting like we hate each other. I'm 10 weeks and befor I got pregnant I was a heavy smoker. I stress alot and smoking is my choice of relief. I've been having a really hard time with quitting. I had quit drinking previous to becoming pregnant. Because were constantly at each others throats I smoke here and there. He caught me smoking and on fb at 2am and was pissed. I knew he was right and immediately felt horrible and apologized. Now he just wants to kick me while I'm down and even left all together. This is why I smoke because were constantly fucking arguing and I get so fucking pissed. I know it's wrong to smoke while pregnant I know. But is it to much to ask that he try and give me strength to not smoke and help keep me calm vs giving me every motivation in the god damn world. F.y.i I'm in a horrible mood and I will bite back. Fair warning