Very depressed help

Jade • 💍12.04.2015 RJH02.03.2018💖 baby#2 due June 2021🥰 baby Girl! 💗 Mom of girls!
So me and my husband got married in December and yes life has been grate if it weren't for him is probably still be living with my parents. 
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I love my husband but what he doesn't know is I'm having really bad depression problems right now. My mom doesn't even see it. 
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I have very few friends here in Arizona. I live in a small town and my one true friend who lives in this state lives in Phoenix anout 2 hrs away from me. Really I'd just like a friend right now beside my husband. 
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People ask me are you trying for a baby a do tell them no because we are trying to make it out on our own first but deep inside if I had a child/baby 
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I'd be estatic its something I've wanted for a while and a child is like a friend in my eyes the look up to you trust you and love you for who you are. 
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What can I do to stop my depression I mean I have no friends to talk to and nobody who id tell would really take the time to believe me
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