I know that around this time there are hundreds of teens crying about how much they miss their college-going bf/gf ... But my story is a f***ed up one. My bf left for a university in the state we both live in, and I will be leaving for college 3,000 miles away in 2 weeks. We agreed a long time ago that we would take a break for the time we were apart and see how we felt again at Christmas time. It would be too hard to go long distance. And now I think that's so weird and I don't know why we just didn't think it could work. We have been dating for almost 2 years and we're friends for almost 2 years before that. A week ago he decided that he didn't want any contact with me while he was away at college. I attempted to change his mind and he cried so much I just let it go. I texted him to tell him that I missed him the day after he left. I cannot sleep, eat, and I'm having trouble moving without pain. It hurts so much. He told me he loved me, but that he didn't want to talk to me, and every picture (of the two of us) on his social media accounts has been removed. He sent me a text saying he loves me and cannot wait to see me again but that he does not want to talk to me or have anything to do with me until we are both back in our hometown at Christmas. It sucks, and I don't even know what I'm asking for here from anyone reading this. Maybe just someone who relates in any way? Or someone who has felt these feelings of love and hate at the same time? I'm so hurt. I just need to talk to someone.