Cant control my ppd as I thought.

Jennifer
I gave birth to my little girl 662016 2 months ago and in July went for my postpartum 6 weeks ...my ob told I had post partum depression and that I needed to go the primary doctor and get them prescribe . I thought I could handle it on my own but no now im crying and fighting and pushing my husband away and were both say mean things to each other .. my hormones are out wack ..my husband thinks that it will pass and the antidepressant will only get me stupid or sleepy or high .. has anyone tried to control it natural no pills or maybe I should try it. I have 3 kids 9 yr old and 5 yr old and 2 months old baby ( almost 3 months on sept 6 ). What should I do. Im afraid i dont want to stop breastfeeding.