So I'm 20 and ttc for over a year now. I had a misscarige. And ever since then I just knew I wanted a baby. So have been trying. My husband already has a baby. So ik there's no problem there. Every month it seems like it gets harder and harder to keep "trying". I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of trying. I just want It now.

And I'm getting tired of hearing it will happen when the times right. I want the time to be right now.

I feel like when I lost the first baby, I lost all chance.

Sorry for the rant I just needed to let it out.

I have no friends to talk to.