I dislike my husband...

I wish I could just enjoy a pregnancy without my husband being a total clown. I am really disgusted by him and how inconsiderate he is to his family. Granted he works hard but his family comes second to work. I'm going to try as hard as I can to pray and remain positive. I have a little girl on the way after two boys and I couldn't be more excited. I wish there was someone who could share in my joy.