So this is my.... 5th? Pregnancy. All of them have been miscarriages. The latest was 14 weeks. The second longest (most recent) was 5 weeks 3 days. I am 2 days from beating the seconds record and I just realized I am out of my mind.

My hips hurt. Horribly. Hubby says they've already stretched about two inches on each side widening, (thank god for yoga pants!!!) And all it does is cramp, pull, hurt....

Anyways I realized I am insane. I am terrified if I move wrong I think the egg will just detach itself and fall out.

Seriously I'm not kidding. I can't help but think that in the back of my mind. I move super slow to prevent it, take elevators instead of stairs, try to curl up instead of be stretched out....

I'm 25 freaking years old and am out of my damn mind. I don't do any of this on purpose, it just kinds happens.

Anon because I feel fuckin stupid.