Scared of postpartum body😁

I've always struggled with body image and eating disorders and now that I'm 35 weeks I'm really worried about how I'll look after I have the baby and what my response will be.  I've heard it can take 2 years to look like yourself again and your belly stays big forever. Anyone have helpful advice or experience in this area? Would love any tips/ encouragement on how to prepare mentally and emotionally so I can give my all to baby💗